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[Nazo T Hedgehog]

I've been looking back at my life so far and realized that i'm NOT happy about it. I have a problem talking to other people. I wasn't always like this though. In kindergarten to 2nd, i actually talked to people with no problem. But from 3rd to now, i can't even talk to anyone without them saying that i talked, i smiled, i laughed, etc. They even define me as the "quiet one". I hate that title, it's very annoying and that doesn't describe me at all. Then there's home. I'm not saying they are bad parents or anything but sometimes i feel like they expect too much from me. The reason i play the alto sax is because they wanted me too and i had no choice. If i were to do something bad they would yell at me. That's why i am lacking in emotions. I can't even cry without them getting mad! If i were to draw something that includes gore and blood (including sonic.exe) My mom would say that why can't i draw something "better", like trees, flowers, etc. It hurts me because it's what i like to do and for her to say that is just why. It took me a long time to color it just to get that response. I just can't believe that. I remember one time when my sister asked my mom if i was smart, and she said sort of. I WAS RIGHT THERE!!! I just couldn't believe it, that's the reason why i try to be better than i really can because i want them to be proud of me for once in my life. I get an award, it's just an "ok". I get A's and B's, it's just a "get straight A's". No matter what i do they just don't seem to be proud in some way. My mom says "smile more". I just get the feeling that my parents are still seeing me as how i was when i was younger, all happy and such. I'm not like that anymore, I get colder as the days pass by. I've made myself tougher and meaner to people because i can't show weakness. If i were to cry, i would be disappointed in myself because i showed weakness. I'm EXTREMELY past the normal level of anger i've been keeping inside. I kinda lack sympathy, sadness, etc. I just hope that maybe one day i could be able to tell my parents all of this without getting into massive trouble.

[Vogel]

I've been looking back at my life so far and realized that i'm NOT happy about it. I have a problem talking to other people. I wasn't always like this though. In kindergarten to 2nd, i actually talked to people with no problem. But from 3rd to now, i can't even talk to anyone without them saying that i talked, i smiled, i laughed, etc. They even define me as the "quiet one". I hate that title, it's very annoying and that doesn't describe me at all.

I can relate, you may not have it but I developed social anxiety in my younger years.
If your school has it, then I suggest taking some public speaking and/or "how to talk" classes. My public speaking teacher says that next year he's going to start a class all about how to talk to people. Sadly I'm in my senior year so I won't be able to take that class but if your school has it then I definitely suggest taking it.

[Nazo T Hedgehog]

I can relate, you may not have it but I developed social anxiety in my younger years.
If your school has it, then I suggest taking some public speaking and/or "how to talk" classes. My public speaking teacher says that next year he's going to start a class all about how to talk to people. Sadly I'm in my senior year so I won't be able to take that class but if your school has it then I definitely suggest taking it.

Thank you for the suggestion Vogel

[Gomamon]

I've been looking back at my life so far and realized that i'm NOT happy about it. I have a problem talking to other people. I wasn't always like this though. In kindergarten to 2nd, i actually talked to people with no problem. But from 3rd to now, i can't even talk to anyone without them saying that i talked, i smiled, i laughed, etc. They even define me as the "quiet one". I hate that title, it's very annoying and that doesn't describe me at all. Then there's home. I'm not saying they are bad parents or anything but sometimes i feel like they expect too much from me. The reason i play the alto sax is because they wanted me too and i had no choice. If i were to do something bad they would yell at me. That's why i am lacking in emotions. I can't even cry without them getting mad! If i were to draw something that includes gore and blood (including sonic.exe) My mom would say that why can't i draw something "better", like trees, flowers, etc. It hurts me because it's what i like to do and for her to say that is just why. It took me a long time to color it just to get that response. I just can't believe that. I remember one time when my sister asked my mom if i was smart, and she said sort of. I WAS RIGHT THERE!!! I just couldn't believe it, that's the reason why i try to be better than i really can because i want them to be proud of me for once in my life. I get an award, it's just an "ok". I get A's and B's, it's just a "get straight A's". No matter what i do they just don't seem to be proud in some way. My mom says "smile more". I just get the feeling that my parents are still seeing me as how i was when i was younger, all happy and such. I'm not like that anymore, I get colder as the days pass by. I've made myself tougher and meaner to people because i can't show weakness. If i were to cry, i would be disappointed in myself because i showed weakness. I'm EXTREMELY past the normal level of anger i've been keeping inside. I kinda lack sympathy, sadness, etc. I just hope that maybe one day i could be able to tell my parents all of this without getting into massive trouble.

The way i see it, people who don't show their emotions are the weak ones, because they think it makes them look tough, but no, it makes them look like someone you can't have a normal conversation with.
You are stronger for expressing your emotions, you have a right to cry, whether you are male or female, in the end, you are a HUMAN being. What makes you different if you are a male or female? I see SOME differences, but they're not extreme, you know? Just small differences. I don't really care, as long as you are a good human being. You are alive. You have feelings. You are not a robot without feelings, you are not a toy, you are alive.
People who hold their feelings are hurting themselves because they can't talk about something they WANT to. You are talking about something that's bothering you, and you are a stronger person for that. Some people refuse to talk about their problems, that's understandable, but it still destroys them, you know?

Also, one thing i find strange about people:
When you talk, people say that you talk too much, but when you are quiet, people say "where are you? why don't you talk?" and other stuff, they are so pessimistic, they don't even know what they want. You can feel beauty, not just hear it. I myself love silence, i prefer feeling to seeing and hearing things, i know that sounds strange, but i love mental things, things that don't have a form but they still exist. Because mental health is as important as physical health, how you feel outside is different from how you feel inside.

[Nazo T Hedgehog]

I am in tears right now because my mom just got me so mad. I am literally having doubts

[Gomamon]

I hate the phrase "It's God's plan" whenever a loved one dies.
How is that supposed to make us feel better? We have an uncaring God if that is true.
I mean, this God is all powerful and knows everything, but even though he doesn't do anything about r1pe and murder and the starving children, he can take our loved ones so easily? I don't like the sound of that.
People die because of health problems, s0icide, m0rder, accidents etc etc. So, i hate the sayings like "fate/destiny wahh wahh" and "God wanted it that way", that shit makes no sense.
Nicole Brown didn't die because God wanted it that way. She didn't die because of this bullshit word called "fate" as if it was destined, well, we ALL die, but it isn't decided HOW we die, you know. She died because her (ex) husband was insane, unstable, violent and he was angry at her so, he let his anger out by beating her and everyone knows what.
He DECIDED to beat her. He could have just left her alone, but he chose not to. He wasn't possessed.
Besides, you don't even need a God to be good person. It's horrible how some people think that if they didn't have a God, they would be doing all horrible stuff. No. Whether God is real or not, don't be a jerk. It's that simple. No one likes being hurt. I don't have anything against people who believe in God, but let's be realistic, life is not a fairytale.

[btturner]

I hate that I abruptly developed a mild, rare form of epilepsy. Not the kind that's triggered by bright, flashing lights or sounds. Nope, mine's triggered by absolutely ****ing nothing at all. And I don't spasm or lose motor function either, my eyes flutter and I drool on myself. The doctor thinks it's stress-related but every time I've had one I was either relaxing or in bed watching tv before i fall asleep. The last one I had though, I was driving and rear-ended someone! They only last 15 seconds but the worst part of it all is I'm completely delirious and confused for a few moments after I come out of one. Like one time, I started arguing with my wife that I wasn't married to her and that I was still in high school.

[Gomamon]

This is more of a nostalgia post than a rant, but in the end, I am still letting my feelings out so, it still counts, whether is it positive or negative.


I will admit that I do miss my childhood. But not COMPLETELY, you know? There are some parts of it I do not miss and don’t want to get back to. However, this isn’t just about childhood, it’s about life in general. I miss the 2000’s and the early 2010’s. Okay, every time has something good and something bad about it, but so far, I am getting sick and tired of politics and memes being pushed into everything, and it’s hard to enjoy things these days without politics and memes. You’ll get memes even if you’re not looking for them, I do NOT mind memes, as long as they’re decently made, but if they’re spammed 1000 times and if they’re everywhere, they can get boring to death fast. I do enjoy every day, but something feels ‘missing’. I don’t know what exactly, but it feels a bit empty, it feels like some happy energy was lost. Some people say we will miss this year when it goes, so far, there are some years I do and do not miss, but still think they had good and bad things. I miss when you could enjoy things without people thinking you are a degenerate. I miss when people minded their own business. I also miss when people were a bit more creative. When they made something interesting out of either boredom or passion. I miss AMV’s, music videos, lyrics videos, fanfictions/stories that were made out of fun. I miss creepypastas, i may not be a big fan of horror, but I miss when they made a creepypasta of almost everything because it’s a living proof that not everything is innocent, and everything has some darker side. I also miss when depression, s1icide and other health problems weren’t a big meme. I have a social anxiety? HAHA, MEME! I have depression? HAHA, MEME! I don’t enjoy living? HAHA, MEME! However, there’s one positive thing about modern times: At least depression and other issues are taken a bit more seriously now (a bit, there are some people who treat them as memes and as if they don't exist, but there are some people who know they exist) and people don’t instantly call you an emo if you don’t enjoy life. F*ck people who use that word to put others down.


If I could bring time back, I wouldn’t mind reliving the 2000’s and the early 2010’s just to see what made them special. They were NOT the best, and not perfect, but so far, I looked back on some images and videos, and I HONESTLY miss them, it’s not my nostalgia speaking, I love the way things looked back then. However, i try to enjoy life because there’s always a positive and negative side of EVERYTHING, and it’s our choice to choose how we look at things and people. People have always complained, always complain and will always complain. Nostalgia often makes past look better than it was, however, if you actually miss something, that’s different.

[yifferman]

love and peace

[Gomamon]

Childhood is a beautiful time for many people, that is understandable, but man, i have met some adults that are more childish than children themselves.

By the way, no. If you haven't watched some show, that does NOT mean your childhood was bad.
Look, there are children starving, children being beaten by older people, children being bullied, children being s3xually abused and some random stranger on the internet is telling you that YOU had a bad childhood just because you didn't do something THEY did? How can anyone be this miserable? EVERYONE is different, deal with it. We all have different interests and hobbies, and if everyone was the same, we wouldn't know who to start with. It's the truth.

Also, i hate it when ADULTS say "This ruined my childhood".
Uhh, you aren't a child anymore so, how can anything ruin your childhood? We can only ruin children's childhood, not adults', because adults aren't children anymore.
And what is even funnier is WHAT ruins people's childhoods. People see two fictional same gender couples and cry "WAHH, CHILDHOOD RUINED". Bullshit! Pure bullshit! How come, as a culture, we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns instead of hands? Did hatred ever make anyone's life better?
How come, when Tom and Jerry are kissing each other or being kind to each other, people will say that their childhood is ruined, but when they're fighting with knives, when they get hit by a hammer, etc, people don't cry about their childhood being ruined? It's just fiction, it was made to entertain us.
Just remember, Bugs Bunny crossdressed once, and Bugs Bunny also kissed Elmer Fudd. (when he was crossdressing and when he wasn't crossdressing) Sure, he did these things out of joke and to be funny, but people don't cry about that and say that their childhood is ruined.

[JC2022]

Childhood is a beautiful time for many people, that is understandable, but man, i have met some adults that are more childish than children themselves.

By the way, no. If you haven't watched some show, that does NOT mean your childhood was bad.
Look, there are children starving, children being beaten by older people, children being bullied, children being s3xually abused and some random stranger on the internet is telling you that YOU had a bad childhood just because you didn't do something THEY did? How can anyone be this miserable? EVERYONE is different, deal with it. We all have different interests and hobbies, and if everyone was the same, we wouldn't know who to start with. It's the truth.

Also, i hate it when ADULTS say "This ruined my childhood".
Uhh, you aren't a child anymore so, how can anything ruin your childhood? We can only ruin children's childhood, not adults', because adults aren't children anymore.
And what is even funnier is WHAT ruins people's childhoods. People see two fictional same gender couples and cry "WAHH, CHILDHOOD RUINED". Bullshit! Pure bullshit! How come, as a culture, we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns instead of hands? Did hatred ever make anyone's life better?
How come, when Tom and Jerry are kissing each other or being kind to each other, people will say that their childhood is ruined, but when they're fighting with knives, when they get hit by a hammer, etc, people don't cry about their childhood being ruined? It's just fiction, it was made to entertain us.
Just remember, Bugs Bunny crossdressed once, and Bugs Bunny also kissed Elmer Fudd. (when he was crossdressing and when he wasn't crossdressing) Sure, he did these things out of joke and to be funny, but people don't cry about that and say that their childhood is ruined.

I find those types of people selfish.

[Gomamon]

I find those types of people selfish.

Pretty much. But also self-obsessed works as well. They think that if they like something, everyone else must like it as well. People like that do exist, and they're not pleasant, not even a little.

[tehdevil]

Yesterday evening and for the "first time" ever in a long while, I got out from my confounded lousy groundfloor apartment to buy something which I usually did this in every month once during the midnight and one of my annoying main enemy switched tactics so I had no choice but to go in the evening. When I returned back, my computer self destruct "on its own?" (I wasn't sure was it because I visited a certain online comics website which I started to visit it on the 24th of this month and I had not visited it for like about a year plus, but of all days, it has to be on the day after I went out to buy something in the evening?) luckily I managed to use system restore and it works this morning, maybe? and in the afternoon, I got a super kick outtanowhere on my face by those morons staying above my apartment (they have been pretty quiet most of the day and "coincidentally" today right after I went out last evening? this has happened in the past and even last year depending on the route and timing that I walked after several of my investigations in the past )

[JC2022]

Ever since I had to deal with an incident that involved me, my family and my friends and a huge group of hateful users last year, I'm afraid that they may find me here or on other sites that I have an account on and start it all over again.

[Gomamon]

I hate people who always try to change others and control other people's lives.
You have so much time to look at yourself, look at what's good and bad about you, how to improve yourself and make yourself a better person, and you use all that time to... Attempt to change someone else for your own happiness? That's sad, really.

People change for THEMSELVES, not for others. Every day, we learn something new, we change our minds, we get smarter so, we don't think the same way we used to, we change our opinions on what we THINK is right, what we define as right and wrong. If you want to change someone else, that's a bit of jerk thing to do.

What happened to "Be yourself"? I have one more thing to say:
People should be like THEMSELVES, not like other people. Give them a freedom to express themselves, and they'll be comfortable around you.
If you don't like someone, that's normal, just stay away from them, whenever you can. I can understand disliking someone, i am just against the idea of changing someone, using someone and manipulating someone for your own happiness. People aren't toys, they have their own life.

If you try to make others happy by being someone you aren't, you lose yourself and as a result, you feel empty, lost and used by other people. It's beautiful to make other people happy, but not everyone wants good for you. So, watch out for people who honestly love you for who you are, and watch out for people who focus on you only when they need something. If someone talks to you ONLY when they need something, then that's something to think about, manipulators can't be recognized on the first try, we need to read their behavior and what they say and do.

[Vogel]

I am In my senior year of high school with about 10 or so days left. I got an email from my guidance counselor saying I am failing all of my classes and will not graduate. Huh?? my grade is above a 90 in all of my classes how could I possibly be failing?
https://i.ibb.co/1JpvKxz/Math.jpg
Now I have to attend and pay for summer school because of these dopes running my school.

[Gomamon]

I am In my senior year of high school with about 10 or so days left. I got an email from my guidance counselor saying I am failing all of my classes and will not graduate. Huh?? my grade is above a 90 in all of my classes how could I possibly be failing?
https://i.ibb.co/1JpvKxz/Math.jpg

Now I have to attend and pay for summer school because of these dopes running my school.

I wish you luck, this is why i usually find summer stressful, because i am not sure if i will actually rest from school or study again. I am sorry for not having much to say, but i wish you luck.

[JC2022]

I am In my senior year of high school with about 10 or so days left. I got an email from my guidance counselor saying I am failing all of my classes and will not graduate. Huh?? my grade is above a 90 in all of my classes how could I possibly be failing?
https://i.ibb.co/1JpvKxz/Math.jpg

Now I have to attend and pay for summer school because of these dopes running my school.

That literally makes no sense at all.

[xX_ly0n_Xx]

they keep telling you to "get a job", but never tells you HOW to get that job

this isn't 1940s anymore, not even a simple internship, some CVs and portfolios can easily grants you a fairly decent jobs

hell, even a "lowest rank" of jobs like sewage cleaning, errand boy and/or even some "shady" labor jobs requires WAY more than just a "can i work here?" speech

[WrestleZero]

Let me download more characters....