I know i said this too many times, and i will say it again.

People attack the innocent and let the guilty get away with their crimes.
We constantly criticize our family members and friends, we want them to get better, to stop doing things they enjoy. But when you think about it, are they harming anyone? Are any of our family members, you know, r1pists, murderers, criminals, thieves or thugs? Yes or no? If no, then appreciate them, you know? George Carlin said it the best:
"You show me a lazy pr1ck who's lying in bed all day, watching TV, only occassionally getting up to p1ss, and i'll show you a guy who's not causing any trouble."
Some people would give everything to have a brother or a son like me. Some people would give everything to have my sisters, or my parents. Did i r1pe or kill anyone yet? Who am i harming by being myself? Yes, i'll admit it, i am not very sociable. So? The happiness is in you, not with another person. But i do enjoy talking to people i think are cool and people i'm on good terms with. (maybe i typed it wrong though) I enjoy my alone time the most, i don't know, i just don't see myself in people, but i still think that a lot of people can be great even if i had bad experiences with them. Hope exists somewhere. I'll admit it, i sometimes turn on the PC to browse the forums, listen random music and play some games, even draw fictional stuff. Can i? Can i just enjoy my life? I am not changing myself, not for my family or for their husbands. (i'm the only brother) I just want to have the best life i can. Some brothers were lost. Some brothers r1pe, beat and kill their sisters. I should use this logic next time. I am NOT perfect. And i do not need to be. I do sometimes wish i was better and good enough so, that's why i TRY to be good enough, because deep inside, i never feel good enough and i constantly feel like a failure that only disappoints people, that's why i hate myself so much, because i feel like i'll never be good enough for anyone. I just want to make people happy, and myself as well. That's why i feel so happy whenever i do something i am good at though, and i let one of my sisters' children defeat me in games just to make him happy. Other of my sisters' children don't really play games because they're two years old so, their brain is not yet developed, but i entertain them by playing with them, letting them watch cartoons etc. I am not perfect, and i am not the best.
So, that's why i kind of wish other people would appreciate their family. I am talking about family that is NOT abusive. Sometimes, even family can be your worst enemy. It all depends. Google search Judy Garland, and then Amy Winehouse. They had horrible lives and their parents weren't that great. (Judy's mother didn't care about her if i remember correctly, and Amy's father only used her for fame and money)
There's a song lyric that's pretty true:
"If you leave it how you found it, it will always be the same. The sinners take the prizes, and the righteous take the blame."
People don't really care about kind and loving people and don't appreciate honest kindness and honest love. Some people love from their hearts. Some people are good people, short and on point.