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I seriously lack creativity and imagination
I often blame my aphantasia for the problem, which literally makes me unable to have an imagination, but I know others that are creative despite having aphantasia.
I've been trying to make a lifebar for the upcoming screenpack, I've made 2 so far, but scrapped both of them. I can't come up with a good design no matter how hard I try.
Im sick of making failures
Mugen is something I do for fun, but when it gets like this, there is no fun to be had.
I know that everyone is capable of success and failure, and sometimes, mood plays a role in that aspect.Quote:
Originally Posted by Vogel
I saw your stages and screenpacks, and that's something i am too inexperienced to do. Sorry if i'm going too far, but i enjoy your creations, and that's not something someone can do in one day. You have aphantasia, and i heard of that. I THINK it's when you cannot imagine, and you cannot have mental images. But i don't think of you as less important, i think everyone is capable of great things, whether they want it or not. You may not be as passionate or skilled as someone else, but that does NOT make you less great or less important. You have your pros and cons, and different things make different people happy.
As Freddie Mercury said, "Someone will be prettier, smarter, stronger, but they will never be YOU."
And there's a quote i like, but you can interpret it how you want, "Look at our ABILITIES, not DISABILITIES."
Though i understand how you feel, when you aren't good at something, it often feels less fun in that aspect. But remember: Do it because you enjoy it. You are a human being like everyone else so, you have a right to take a mental rest whenever you want. Your creativity does not define you as a whole.
And i believe there's always a chance to do something great, no matter who you are. Even if you do it the easy way, it doesn't make it more or less great.
(Sorry for being vague and for being possibly misunderstanding.)
Sometimes I wish I could just go to my room and cry. I just wish I was able to release everything that has been building up throughout the years. Sometimes, I feel so lonely, no one to talk to, no one to understand me, no one to listen to me. I just don't know why.
Since crying is one form of releasing your anger, sadness and other negative feelings, it is understandable to want to cry. Besides, in my honest opinion, crying is emotional STRENGTH. Holding your feelings in hurts more than letting them out most of times. And there are many forms of loneliness and it has different effect on different people. It makes some people want to cry, because of pain. Pain makes us want to cry, and there's more than just physical pain: There's emotional pain and mental pain. Some things hurt us on the inside. And loneliness can sometimes cause depression aka feeling of emptiness. Not always the same, but pretty similar. I am inexperienced when it comes to these things, but depression is sort of feeling empty, but there's more to that than just that.Quote:
Originally Posted by Nazo T Hedgehog
Just know that it's okay not to be okay. (That may sound cliché, but i like that quote, it shows that negative feelings are normal, such as sadness and anger, and that we all feel them, whether we show it or not, but everyone shows them in different ways, and fights with them in different ways.)
(Sorry for a long text, by the way.)
I just purchased VF5 ultimate showdown on the ps5. Virtua fighter 5 is my favorite fighting game of all time, i was excited to finally play it again
Well, ultimate showdown was supposed to be a remaster, but its just a demaster... they removed and changed everything that made vf5 good.
The only upgrade here is the resolution.
Where are all of the customization options? and to add to that, where tf is treasure battle mode???
That amazing/beautiful main menu theme has been replaced
That strange but awesome character select theme has been replaced
The UI/menus are generic and garbage!! I'm a humble man, I don't like to boast, I normally downplay everything that I do, but I've made like 3 screenpacks and two halves... almost all of them are better... I have aphantasia and almost no experience, come on man.
The lighting was heavily downgraded
Again, the only plus here is the resolution
The list probably goes on, but im not playing the game any more than I already have
I don't mean to offend anyone here but I'm just so disappointed.
I've never got a girlfriend and i'm sad about it.
I hate myself. I just got yelled at because something burned on the stove. But I'm too busy with my homework, how was I supposed to know? I just sometimes wish I could just disappear. I guess this is why I feel a bit depressed...What on Earth is wrong with me? Why can't I just be like how my parents want me to be? This might be cheesy...but, why can't I be perfect? I know it's impossible, but sometimes, I wish it was.
I can't get a job even if my life depeds on it... Oh wait, i need money to buy food and pay bills, so it does depends on it. Despite being graduated in IT Management, Management Assistant, having 2 international certificates proving my proficience with English language and every part-time job where i got paid absolutely nothing because whoever said "Work for free and you bet someone will hire you eventually" is a freaking moron. I saw a complany looking for someone to wash dishes and it requires prior experience... This means despite having gradutated in college i'm below anyone who don't even needed to go to school a single day of their life, all they neede was to work previously. How am i supposed to have experience if NO ONE GIVES ME A GODDAMN CHANCE?
But that's just a skill issue, am i right?
You don't need to be perfect, but i understand that some of us want to be when we feel stressed and exhausted from expectations of others, especially family members who are the closest to us. Expectations often lower self-esteem and confidence, and some of us want to be perfect, to be good enough for others because of that. Imperfection is not a flaw, it's what we are: Imperfect beings. But that doesn't make us better or worse, it's all subjective point of view, to me, imperfection is 'realistic' because i don't like people who treat themselves as saints and goody-two shoes. Be what YOU want to be, not what others want you to be.Quote:
Originally Posted by Nazo T Hedgehog
Nothing is wrong with you.
And i know this one is said million times, but that doesn't make it more or less true: We all have flaws, and we all make mistakes. They are part of us. We are not incapable of mistakes and misunderstanding, it often happens when we least expect it, that's why it's called a mistake. Not everyone understands, but that's up to them. Don't hate yourself over one or two mistakes, learn from them. Don't hate yourself because of other people. How do THEY feel after making your mood shitty?
So, yeah, i hate to blame and pick on others, but i believe, in this case, that this is THEIR problem, not yours, even if they are letting it out on you.
(Sorry if i misunderstood.)
I can never get my character’s special inputs right T^T. BUT I WONT GIVE UP YET
I don't know why but I feel pretty sad today. I just do...
Sometimes, we have these days when we just are not in the mood to do things.Quote:
Originally Posted by Nazo T Hedgehog
Our feelings are not caused, nothing is necessarily bad, we just... Just are not in the mood?
I cannot put these feelings in words, but they exist. I am not sure if you heard of it, but there is something called "depressive episode". It is like a depression that lasts for days, maybe that defines what you are going through. These episodes last for days, but yeah, they are honestly unpleasant, and the worst thing is they just happen. Out of nowhere, at all.
If I had to rant, it would be about my health. Most of the problems I have now in life are from bad choices when I was a young adult and I will suffer with the consequences of those choices forever now. I'd do anything to get the health I have lost back but I know it's gone for good. Be good to yourselves guys! Honestly we can do more harm to ourselves then anyone else. Be good to your body, it's the only one you will ever get.
i just cant take it anymore theres this guy in my neighborhood who keeps flaunting his ***** and nobody still reported him i once spoke to him with my eyes closed that i was going to call the police but he said he had all excuses to avoid police like he was mentally insane or something like that but what the heck im autistic but that doesnt mean i go around with my willy outside of my pants that is just disgusting people keep saying he does it only once in a while so nobody is going to call the police for that and children even speak to him like wtf hes a pervert no people tell me hes not a ****** molester since he never assaulted anyone i dont understand why are people so tolerant with such a weirdo maybe i lack of empathy for him because i dont really understand what hes feeling but probably he feels nothing because hes just mentally insane so how would he have a single sentient thought in his mind probably just a mess of random thoughts he cannot control but the worst of it all its that he collects other peoples trash and puts them all in his yard like what the heck are you going to do with that trash its just sludge why are you so obsessed with that i once asked him and he replied hes going to build a spaceship like wtf we got a problem here pal who are you elon musk please just stop pretending you dont need medical assistance but again nobody complained because everyone pitied him so i guess i have to pity him too maybe until he actually robs somebody or rapes somebody nobody thinks of prevention everyone is so damn superficial and stupid i cant take this anymore i think im going to punch him next time i see him doing his weird stuff because i had enough no more excuses hes a danger for the community and himself and somebody has to stop him
call the police ratherQuote:
Originally Posted by [WalterMcGrunge]
Doctor Who is still crap. Please Mr Grade, come back and cancel it.