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I hope everything turns out okay.Quote:
Originally Posted by ++Sparky++
I hope so too ..
I hate cancel culture. I also hate that i can't understand myself. I'm understanding my mistakes but i can't fix them.
Rude people are hard to tolerate, but you know what's also pretty annoying?
When someone has an okay life... But they are still a shitty person! F-cking what?
I mean, imagine you buy someone a nice present, something they WANTED, and instead of thanks, they point out your flaws and criticize you? That's f-cking stupid. Nothing costs you to say thanks, even if someone you hate bought it, let alone someone who didn't do anything to you.
This reminds me of Josef Mengele, i read that he had an okay life, he wasn't abused or bullied, he was supported and liked by his family and friends. But you know what? Support and love is supposed to make you do things that have a POSITIVE effect on others. Mengele was a horrible person, but what also makes him horrible is that he CHOSE to do these things he did.
If someone didn't do anything to you, why would you attack or hurt them in some way? I f0cking hate some people, you can be nice to them, and they still would be an one-sided, manipulative, egoistical 2sshole. Conversations are supposed to be two-sided, i know that not everything is about me, and i like hearing other people talk about what makes them happy, even if it's something i don't like, i will try to respect them.
Bullying, abuse and manipulation make us upset.
Support and love satisfy us.
(Also, i am sorry if i insulted someone, this post is talking about my real life experiences, even if i am not descriptive enough.)
orochi burensen is a fair and fun move that has NOT killed me twice.
My day just got ruined. I was so happy until my mom found out that the school I go to had called her. She called back but the school was closed. So she told me to check my grades, and I have a B-, a C-, and an F! I don't know why I got an F if I made up for the missing work! I might have to take that class again, that sucks. (I might get lucky though). But I'm just so very disappointed in myself. Worst of all, I might have to tell my dad (and I can't go through that). Now the only thing in my mind is that I'm gonna get in massive trouble. Why can't I just have a normal day without stress or anything!!
Well this may look more like a promotion or something but I can definitely say it is QUITE a frustration, I have spent many months putting this together and it is almost complete, Lots of blood, sweat and tears went into this, I gave up multiple times because I am not good with code, i'm learning about sprites and all kinds of stuff, I hope the MUGEN community appreciates what I am trying to do here this is a trailer I made for it. it is not perfect but I love how it has come together, I have never spent so much time on ONE thing before > Introducing Mortal Kombat vs Street fighter 2023:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2PwhLuyF03Q :very_good:
my dad died earlier this year and my boss tries to lower my pay... <,<
I'd like to remove the mental imagery of those scenes from Dragon Ball Z involving Cell, he has forever ruined my proper thinking & I hated it (especially since I was exposed to it when I was a younger).
Kevin Conroy died (the voice actor for Batman). I just woke up, and this was the first thing I saw when I got online. Maybe cuz yesterday was so bad so I'm in a weaker state mentally, and I know it's stupid but, I have been weeping horribly for the last couple of hours. I had no idea he had such an impact in my life but it's like a huge staple of my childhood died. It's like Batman the character died for real. He DID die for real.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g7jxcEqE5ic
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AOKrsGCDhB8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4xbbpH-20ak
i don't think gender matter much unless you're overthinking about it, personally I don't really mind because your life your choices it really doesn't matter what other think because You matter in the end.
I wish others would think this way. Other than gender, i honestly don't see much difference between boys and girls, men and women, etc. In short, we are all human. Our personality defines us, not our gender, job title, profession, career, hobbies, religion, race, birth place and year. People care too much about these things.Quote:
Originally Posted by Machio
Putting some finishing touches on this stage that I was collabing on before I upload it
It has been super fun to work on, but right now I am at a very tedious part that will take a while... I cannot help but be really angry at the process
It has been a total of 4 hours on this one part.
Though it is arguably one of the most important aspects of the stage
Something you should know about me is that i get really angry and tired of things fast if I find them boring
I cannot imagine the amount of willpower sprite creators must have... pulloff has definitely given an example of how long that stuff takes and it seems so damn difficult.
I would give up after 1 animation lol
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Sorry, for your loss. and then you had to deal with lower pay after that?? Must be tough.Quote:
Originally Posted by Demiurgus1
If you find yourself in a tight spot, money wise, and need food, I suggest buying ramen.
Ramen is super cheap (5 packs for $1!!)
Frozen french fries can also be quite cheap
And frozen burritos
I myself am quite rude in conversations (though I am very empathetic, to the point where I find it difficult to kill an animal in a video game? And if I do I kill the entire flock as to not make them sad? Ik, it is weird and cringy)Quote:
Originally Posted by Gomamon
But growing up I was always very submissive and my "friends" would make fun of me and use me as their jokes since i would just laugh along with them and brush it off.
Due to that being the only conversations I really had for almost my entire life up until a few years ago, I don't know how else to converse rather than how they did.
I cannot even speak to people in person without worrying that ill say something mean.
People will go on and on about their stories and stuff and I'm not saying a word back. It makes me sad
But if someone grows up in a positive environment? I kind of find it to be ridiculous if they are mean
If anyone else is friends with people like that, then move on before it is too late
I don't want to justify or excuse anything, but if MOST people, EVEN family, are rude to you, for no reason at all, then yeah, it's kinda hard to be nice. I mean, imagine if you bought someone a cool gift, and instead of thanks, they insult you and attack you even though you did nothing to them?Quote:
Originally Posted by Vogel
This reminds me, i don't wanna generalize, but most of introverted and misanthropic people are most of times people who tried to be kind and tried to fit in, but they found out that our purpose in life is to be ourselves, and not what society wants. And hey, even if you have a reason to be an âsshole, that's still not nice, but you are still more tolerable than people who pick on the ones who did nothing to them? There are many types of likeable and unlikeable people. I mean, i read Mengele's bio, it's said that his friends and family supported him and had positive effect on him, and that way more good things happened to him than bad. Not saying his life was perfect, but he still CHOSE to be someone who messes other people up. Fūck him and what he did, he was a shitty person.
(Oh God, i just repeated what i said. I feel like a broken record that says the same things over and over sometimes.)
That reminds me, while we are talking about rudeness, have you heard about misanthropy?
What does misanthropy mean? I've never heard about itQuote:
Originally Posted by Gomamon
MisanthropY with y is a state of being a misanthrope, you know? Just like optimism is being a optimist, nihilism is being a nihilist, etc etc...Quote:
Originally Posted by Nazo T Hedgehog
MisanthropE with e is someone who EITHER hates:
1. The WHOLE human race/humanity. (Kinda difficult, but not impossible.)
2. Most of the society or people. Not necessarily everyone though.
In short, if you ever feel like you hate everyone, or if you hate most of people, i think you'd be interested in some misanthrope quotes and songs. I am not one myself, but i find it interesting to think about when i feel angry at how we treat others, but also the other species, beings and things that exist on Earth. (animals, plants, trees, insects, grass, water)
Oh ok. Now I understand.
One time I had a piece a beef jerky so tough, it took me to a pirateship. AAARRRRRRR
That funny moment when someone who makes you feel worthless and doesn't even feel nice around you tries to be kind and/or supportive to you out of sudden.
Like, no.
Fūck you.
Well, I'm moving out just before Christmas.
I got a new place set up, and I hope that I will move in by Christmas.
Ain't looking good, chief.
I think no matter what gender you are you can do anything. You shouldn'tQuote:
Originally Posted by Machio
be restricted from doing something just because your gender doing it isn't
"traditional", like how in the U.S. military they used to not let women serve because
of a combination of that chauvinist stereotype that women's place is "in the
home" and also because they didn't think women would be able to handle the
stress of combat, which I think is a stupid judgment because women in the military
in my country of America are very brave and some have even sacrificed their lives
so we can continue to have our freedoms. I admire women very much for all they
have overcome in many areas. I also think that all races are equal as well. Race
should never matter when it comes to judging somebody's character.
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Screw people like that! Nobody should be THEIRQuote:
Originally Posted by Nazo T Hedgehog
friend until they start treating people right.
You said it perfectly.Quote:
Originally Posted by Legendary Spyro
This also reminds me of my family's s3xist quote: "The weakest man beats the strongest woman."
Why? Just because they're female!
Stupid logic. Being a girl, a boy, a man, a woman, it doesn't matter, you aren't bigger, smaller, better or worse than anyone JUST because of your race, gender, age. A woman CAN beat a man. Some women can be nice people who have positive effect on others, and some women can be unlikeable people who harm others as well. Being likeable or unlikeable does NOT depend on your age, race, gender, it depends on YOU and your actions. And besides, you can enjoy anything you like, be it games, books, movies, do whatever you like, it's entertainment, it was created to entertain people, everyone. Made BY people FOR people.
I only hate people who actually harm others and have a negative effect on the society. Why is, for example, consensual gay marriage way more of a big deal than FORCED child marriage? Like, hello? One of them is harmful and NEVER positive, but no one gives a shit sadly. (sorry if you don't have a positive opinion on gay marriage, but i am ok with it as long as there's no r1pe and abuse)
I don't find a female person playing a video game strange, everyone has their interests that they discover when they grow up. Sadly, some people don't have time to discover what they enjoy because of social and family pressure, and there are some that aren't even allowed to enjoy something just because of who they are or what it is. So, to make a long story short, f3ck what the society thinks, be who you are and don't change yourself just for other people, especially the ones who don't even appreciate you for who you truly are.
Osho said this perfectly.
https://themindsjournal.com/wp-conte...s-you-are..jpg
I couldn't agree more with all that you just said there. :)Quote:
Originally Posted by Gomamon
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I couldn't agree more with all that you just said there. :)Quote:
Originally Posted by Gomamon
Crisis semi-averted with the moving out situation, but now I have to unpack all of my boxes and I also have a cold.
I'm moving out on January 10th instead, hah...
...But again, a cold and unpacking don't mix.
I'm too tired to unpack, so I hope I get over this cold soon.
Eh, at least it's not as bad as being bed-ridden and havingQuote:
Originally Posted by ScootNeptuno
the flu and having to rush to the bathroom to puke over the
toilet every 15 minutes. Compared to that, a small cold is
nothing. But yeah, still really sorry to hear that.
By the way have you ever actually had the flu? I've caught
it more than once; it really sucks. Nausea, muscle aches,
a fever...it's miserable. Usually I throw up so many times
that after a while my stomach hurts.
I don't talk about unpleasant things but i need to get it off my chest. It's about a realisation. It's gonna start a bit weird, because it was after i woke up from a dream. It all started great, i was in some sort of virtual reality where i was watching a Smash Bros stream alongside a small crowd in an outdoors screen. I remember whenever people chatted on the stream, the words appeared on the wall next to the screen, and one of the texts caught my attention saying "Why doesn't Gardevoir speak in this game?". Then i looked at the character roster and i saw it, Gardevoir as a playable Smash character, i even heard the announcer saying their name, it was beautiful. I don't care if it's never gonna happen, i still hope for the day to come.
Then everything goes downhill from there, as i look behind and i see an enormous crowd of people. Some fat men on suits, some thugs with masks, all looking menacing. And then they advanced, like an army. For some reason my first action was to punch them, try to drive them off, but i would get overwelmed and pushed aside as they rush though everyone. And then the place started to flood as these men reaches the screen, i was submerged and i even felt like i was drowning (Really, i felt like i stopped breathing there) until i swim to surface and climb to a safe place. I look around and i see nothing but destruction and a few people trying to dive into the river they made to pickup their stuff, like money and pokéballs.
The first thing that i did when i woke up was realise what this dream was about. As someone who has an emotional attachment to Gardevoir, seeing everything getting ruined by all those peole, and yes, i mean "those people", it's so frustrating. The problem about "those people" is that they can influence the perception of a character to the average player, i'm sick of people saying that not just with Gardevoir, but with also with Lucario, Lopunny, Vaporeon, add Meowscarada to the list too, that the only people who likes them are naughty weirdos. What's wrong with these people? I know Pokémon isn't entirely for children, but c'mon, really?
Again, i don't like talking about this, usually instead of getting worked over by this kind of stuff, i work on being constructive, this was the main goal when i made the Gardevoir Custom character and all my videos where i fought against bosses with them, by showing how much i enjoy them as a video game character by putting all my heart making these things happen. But when the general consensus about Gardevoir is that only perverts enjoys them, i feel like i'm fighting a battle i'll never win. How many times i want to say how Gardevoir is amazing, just to have a bunch of people think i'm just another degenerate.
You know what? Maybe i am the degenerate here, for loving a character form the bottom of my heart instead of lusting for them. after all, Smash or Pass and the Vaporeon copypasta are mainstream stuff. I'm so sick of this!
Holy crap, i'm gonna get hated as well, but liking a character for NON-s3xual reasons doesn't make you a pervert, and it's actually cool. If you can enjoy a character because of their design, point of view, quotes, personality and/or powers, i think that's a cool reason. I'm not a innocent person either, but i do hate obsession with s3x, and when some characters are only loved because of their s3x appeal, or because majority of people think they're s3xy. It's as if there aren't any other good reasons to like them. And i hate how they think every fan thinks the same thing, and that they all do the same thing, some of them actually like a character for non-s3xual reasons. Sure, the number of these type of people is small, but it's never zero.Quote:
Originally Posted by AGenericDude
(I apologize if i missed the point, but you have an interesting statement.)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ESX6w-byzpIQuote:
Originally Posted by Pulloff
I wish plastic collectible robots costed less.
My smoke detector was broken and would not stfu after a whole hour
Stomped tf out of it and its finally quiet.
I can still hear the beeping in my ear even though it is finally gone
Last night I received a message from a good friend of mine. He had told me to stop texting him because I was being "annoying". It hurt me a lot, just felt like a straight-up insult. Before you say something like "don't take things too personal" or whatever, please keep in mind that this person is one of the only people outside of this forum that I call a friend. We've never had any problems before this happened. What he had said to me made me break down in tears. I didn't understand why. It's like just I'm trying my best to be a good friend to him, and this is what I get?! I wasn't even trying to bother him or anything! It just seems like my Mugen Archive friends actually care more about me than the "friends" I've met in person.
That happened? I'm really sorry to hear that. I am sorry for a one-sided response, but i'm really sorry you had to go through that, especially from a friend. I don't know how to help, but if you try to help, and someone calls you annoying, then, i think that's their problem, not yours. I don't know if you're overly helpful or not, but i believe you're trying your best, and i like that in people.Quote:
Originally Posted by Rm4999
Also, i understand you're sad, since we all deal and react to experiences in different ways. I have nothing against your feelings, you are free to feel what you feel and to express what you feel, and like i said, pain is pain, no pain is bigger or smaller, every pain is something to deal with.
I also hope this good quote will comfort you:
"You may feel worthless because of one person, but you are priceless to others. Never forget your value/worth. Spend time with those who appreciate you."
(I apologize if i don't know how to help, but doing something to show you care makes you feel better in some way.)
żǝʞɐɟ sᴉ ʇɐɥʍ puɐ lɐǝɹ sᴉ ʇɐɥʍ ˙˙˙ʇno ǝɯ ƃuᴉssǝɹʇs ʎllɐǝɹ s,ʇᴉ 'ʎɐpoʇ sǝɯᴉʇ ʎuɐɯ os pǝlooɟ uǝǝq ǝʌ,I
Quote:
Originally Posted by Gomamon
I wanted to clarify that this friend had specifically told me to stop messaging him everyday. We have been in contact for a while and on good terms. and now he just wants to turn around and say that I'm annoying him. I had told him how I really felt about this. We were THIS CLOSE to ending the friendship, and I had to beg for forgiveness because I couldn't go through the pain of losing a friend again. He forgave me, but still having to go through this, it honestly makes lose my motivation to talk to him.
Hmm... If he forgave you, that's a good thing, but i hope he HONESTLY forgave you and doesn't want to use it as an excuse to hurt you again in some way. And yeah, it's understandable that you're feeling less motivated, there are some people who you can say everything to, meanwhile, there are people you don't trust, not even in slightest. Sometimes, it's even mixed. When someone who you were fond of hurts you, it's hard to feel positive feelings, especially when it's someone you trusted and someone you felt close to.Quote:
Originally Posted by Rm4999
I hope he somehow acts better and more understanding towards you. You don't need people who make you feel bad, but it's not always easy to see the signs as well.
(I apologize if my words aren't helping.)
Earlier today I had a rough experience at a casino. I went to a buffet in there, and the cashier seemingly told me to pay $157 for a meal, even though on the menu it said the prices were $28 plus tax. I just felt so confused and angry, and I just walked off afterwards. I came back sometime later, and I let an employee there know about what happened and then the manager came in, hoping to clear up this situation. After this, I found out that this whole thing was just a big misunderstanding. I had misheard what the cashier had said to me at first. The price was in fact, 28 dollars plus tax. The cashier had an attitude towards me just because of a misunderstanding. I did end up getting a meal there, and the food was really good, but still feel kinda bad for this whole thing because I probably wasted their time telling them about this. As for that cashier, I don’t care if she had a bad day or not, no reason for her acting kinda rude towards me just because of a mishearing. The other employees there were nice and respectful but she wasn’t. Wouldn’t be surprised if she quit or something.
People on Youtube are insane, I tell an opinion, not even harmful, and people get mad at me. I can't speak there anymore. I can't understand anymore, just wtf.
i won't deny, sometimes memories still hunts me from my past relationships with some dudes that didn't worked out but being too focus on my work and meeting new friends (online and real life) my stress been pretty much fading away. which is excellent for me. I been months crying over some silly things and now I'm feeling a lot better by doing things that i like such as listening to music and playing video games which also helps me with my stress a lot.
Im so frustrated right now I cant tell wahts true from whats wrong anything looks useless to me from existence itself to minding to progress in life its all useless I mean only a few people nowadays can be remembered in the future for their talent and success all the other people can just take advantage of their talent and sing their song but they just basically do nothing more than partecipating to other peoples skills and so am I I feel like I have nothing to offer but anything to take and so my life is a constant pain made of indecision and criticizing anything that doesnt please my taste and confirms my insecurities Im just a step from the truth but Im just to scared it will hurt so that is how I feel weak and powerless against anything because anything hurts and I cant even consider myself sensitive because I dont really care about anything and anyone and that is why I prefer the virtual world to the real one because the real one is harsh and full of enemies and the virtual one is much more pleasing but how com ethe virtual world is based on the real one and it is made by people who live in the real one that is something I cannot understand and it makes me feel even dumber I wish I have never existed doesnt matter if people tell me to keep on their support is useless I know the truth anything looks meaningless to me Im just a mediocre nobody and always will be that is the truth and I dont even care if my equals consider themselves any better they know nothing they should realize this and live with me in this sadness of life
What I hate is that everytime I leave this site for a day or more and come back, it always logs me out, even though the "Remember Me" checkbox is active on my end. It’s such a stupid thing and I hate it.